hmph

rearranging, being creative, taking care of kids. i was motived to put it together and now it's gone. giving my all. loving, serving. serving You and serving others. draining. rewarding.

now that's better

i'm on a quest to find what inspires me. at the present moment it's 'stormy' nail polish, my hot glue gun, and mommy blogs. i've got a creative bug. i guess it's in my family or something. i want my days to be fun for both me and my kids and i'm raging against the "just get through the day" mentality.

in the midst of having babies, being a wife, mother, i've lost grip of what inspires me and what makes me happy. so here i am questing, looking for more creative outlets that don't completely overwhellme me. and doing this all while loving the cutest kids in the world, being married to the best man i've ever met and learning each day what it truely means to 'abide' in Him.